The Ability to Change
The Midrash relates the following incident:
One day while traveling, Adam Harishon came across his son Kayin
on the road. Adam was shocked at discovering that his son Kayin
was still alive for only a short while before, Kayin had been
banished from the rest of mankind for his grievous sin of murdering
his brother, Hevel. Adam asked Kayin, "why are you still
alive? Didn't your sin warrant a death sentence"? Kayin replied,
"I did Teshuva" (I repented). Adam then proceeded to
pronounce the psalm "Mizmor Shir L'yom Hashabbos" (A
psalm for the Sabbath day).
Adam's response is seemingly very strange.
What was it about this psalm that Adam felt it appropriate to
recite it in this context? What did their dialogue have anything
to do with Shabbos?
Back in Europe, when Jews lived in
shtetls, most were poor and led very difficult lives. During the
course of the week, these Jews could be often be seen walking
the streets in tattered clothing, krechtzing and kvetching (moaning
and complaining) about how hard their lives were. And yet the
moment Shabbos arrived a metamorphosis took place. Everyone suddenly
became princely and honorable, radiating a happiness that was
non-existent during the rest of the week. Though their clothes
had not changed and neither had their financial situations, there
was a tangible change in their demeanor. They were no longer the
lowly souls they were before. Such is the power of the Shabbos.
When Kayin told Adam Harishon that
he had done teshuva, what he was actually saying was that he was
no longer "Kayin the murderer". His teshuvah had actually
qualitatively changed him to the point where he was no longer
the same person he had been before. He was an entirely different
Kayin and thus no longer warranted the punishment of death.
When Adam recognized that such was
the power of Teshuva, he immediately associated it with the power
of Shabbos. Both of these mitzvos seem to be capable of effecting
a change in the essence of a person. Both can take the lowliest
souls up to the loftiest heights. And thus it was appropriate
for Adam to respond to Kayin with the psalm, Mizmor Shir L'yom
Hashabbos.